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[Jul. 6th, 2007|11:57 pm]
I went to Stacy's the other day for the 4th of July. I had a really good time despite my doubts. The food was delicious. The company was funny. Singing and playing alternative guitar hits was enlightening. Watching a bullshit firework show gave me a reason to complain about one thing. Driving home in an abundance of traffic while listening to non-stop good ass music was the best. Such a simple day...and yet one of the best. I'm over-estimating the possibility of gaining a little bit of joy in my life. I want too big. They don't lie when they say it's the little things that count. I hate how I consistently break down and seemingly exaggerate what little I have to be unhappy about. I don't want to be comfortable in this state but I do want to be content in my own skin. Something I've never really felt. I love my friends. I know they love me. We have different lives but our minds run back to eachother in the end. I guess in a sense I'm more attached because these are the only people who really know me. I'm over this emotional appifiny (sp?) Now to apply it...