||[May. 30th, 2006|08:31 am]
Yesterday was a pretty cool day considering I went to work. I talked to Summer for about an hour and a half straight. I found out I have a couple of things in common with Amber and Summer which was nice because I honestly thought I couldn't relate to most of the people there. Then we were talking to this new guy Chas, he's cool. We exchanged numbers which was a little wierd because I havn't had any guys ask me for my number in a long time. |
I've been hanging out with Saichon alot. She's having a hard time with Jeremy, that fucking asshole. I don't know, I feel like there's nothing I can say that will better the situation, I just hope she doesn't resort to anything ridiculous and end up losing the baby. I'm two sided on whether she should get an abortion but whatever she does I'll support her. I wonder how that thing is going to look if she does infact have it. We say I'm going to be the daddy, which is crazy because I fucking LOATH kids! For some reason, I think I'm really going to like this one. It's strange, because in a way I feel that it's mine...I mean obviously not but Sai and I are so close, it's like it's my niece or nephew. I don't know, I guess you could say I'm excited for it's birth. GAY!
Today I kind of wanted to kick back, but Robert called me and told me he wanted to have a "band meeting". I don't know what that's all about but I have to fucking take the bus to Sunnyside Park...I'm not in the mood. We'll see how that goes, I hope I don't get bored.
Besides that I believe Syl, Rafa, and I are going to go see the Da Vinci Code sometime soon. I hope, I want to see Rafa! Dang I'm hungry. BTW I spent my entire three-hundred dollar check on alcohol! I'm pissed. I went to the bank two days ago, it told me I had $49.55 in my account, but I spend 40 so now I'm down to $9.55..good times. I need to start saving up though. We need a fucking car. Other than that I'm going to call Fabian today and see what's going on. I don't know if I still have feelings for him, which is sad because a month ago I couldn't get enough. I think the month we had apart made me realize that I didn't need him to be happy. Sad to say, but it's true. We'll see what happens though.